Fabzgy´s Life

It s over. One year atthe University of Costa Rica is over.
I ve learned plenty of things during my stay here. I ve been studying the History of Central America, from Pre-colombian times until now. I ve got familiar with the Ethnology of Central America. I ve studied the Histroy of Africa, Arts and Politics of the 60s and french.
I ve started to dance, juggle, play the guitare and surf.
I ve made tons of new friends. I ve got familiar with the spanish language. I ve made my family come over and visit me in thos paradise.

I ve lived the first time in my live in a shared flat. I ve had the opportunity to cook for myself. I ve got to know people from all continents here in Costa Rica. Had a great time with the Local Couchsurfers.

I ve participated in the process of creating and managing BeWelcome. Started to write articles on the german and spanish Indymedia. I ve been in the local radio, published an article in a local newspaper.

Over all - had the time of my life - again!

Whats the plan now? Good question.
I ve got 3,5 months of absolute freedom. The rough plan is to spend one month in Panama with Devine. Then I m going to attend the Latin American Congress of Anthropology in the end of July and on the firt of August I ve got a flight to Cuba.
In September and beginning of October I m going to travel arround Mexico and Guatemala, maybe Belize. and on the 9. October I m flying from Cancun to Madrid. From there I m going to make my way back to Germany…

So … lets take off and enjoy the freedom!

I m seriously concerned about my future travel to Cuba.
After my first two visits I ve felt that Cuba is the most secure country in Latin America (that I ve visited so far).
This night everything changed. I went, like almost all wednesday to the free movie theater provided by the Videoteca del Sur.
The Movie today: Historia de un hombre: Phillip Agee |1|

Philip Burnett Franklin Agee (July 19, 1935 – January 7, 2008) was a Central Intelligence Agency (CIA) case officer and writer, best known as author of the 1975 book, Inside the Company: CIA Diary, detailing his experiences in the CIA. Agee joined the CIA in 1957, and over the following decade had postings in Washington, D.C., Ecuador, Uruguay, and Mexico. After resigning from the Agency in 1968, he became a leading opponent of CIA practices. He died in Cuba in January 2008.

Source: Wikipedia

This guy tells you in half an hour why you should be afraid to go to Cuba. There are several organisations who are training terrorists in Florida (USA) in terrorist activities against Cuba. Proudly supported by the CIA. In history these guys have blown up hotels, airplanes and corner shops in Cuba. Some of them were arrested in Venezuela and Panama for terrorist activities. Since the cuban recolution 3500 Cubans died in consequences of these terrorist activities. 2000 cubans are disabled for livetime.
So I m seriously concerned about these people. I m going to Cuba to relax, dance, play music and dive into a social experiment.

I really hope the USA will successfully win there self-declared War on Terror.

I m just a bit confused about this “War on Terror” because Wikipedia tells me that:

The War on Terrorism (also known as the War on Terror) is the common term for the various military, political and legal actions initiated by the United States government, stated to be a response to the September 11, 2001 attacks.

On the other hand the list of “acts of state terrorism, as well as funding, training, and harboring individuals and groups who engage in terrorism” the USA have been involved in the past ist quite long if you can trust this article on Wikipedia.

Who is fighting against whom here? Why don t we all let others do what they and the people in their country think is the best for them?

Justin, is a guy I ve met in Costa Rica on his bycicle trip from the U.S. to Tierra del Fuego.
About a month ago he got back to the U.S. and today he wrote a very interesting post about getting back from a trip.
You can read the entire entry here.

I m refering to Justin here because I don t think that I could express any better the feelings I m facing when I m comming back.
I ve had very similar feeling slike Justin when I came back from my first Backpacking trip in Southamerica in 2005. From there on I tried to integrate my feelings into my life. I try to avoid television. I take my time to read the Newspaper in the morning. I do not try to be on every single event because I m not afraid anymore that I could miss something. I m taking the time to use my bycicle or public transportation to move around. I m trying to listen to myself, ask myself what I really want. What really makes me happy or satisfied with my life.
I try to get rid of most of the plannings and bondages. I try not to be seriouse and responsible all the time. If I don t feel like having senseless conversations about nothing I don t participate. I rather back out of this group of people who desperately try to kill time while playing card games or talk about tv shows and play guitar, juggle, read a book, work for BeVolunteer/BeWelcome, etc.
Everytime I move somewhere new I see a new chance to change my life. When I first got out of college and worked on my civilian service in Freiburg I became vegetarian and stopped drinking alcohol for 8 months. I had crazy experences with meditation, yoga, fasting, etc. Afterwards the South America trip - a 100 % change of lifestyle. Then I began to study in Freiburg - University, an entire new world. Lot s of new people with lots of interesting stories ideas. During the vacation I moved a lot. Bike trips in France and Italy, trips to Portugal and Spain, escaping the winter in Venezuela and Colombia, etc.
Then finally I ve made it here: Costa Rica. It is a kind of new compromise for me again. New people, new University, new language, new culture, new impressions almost a hundred guests from Couchsurfing, Hospitality Club and BeWelcome. A two months trip in central america. From July on again 3,5 months of travelling.

There is a lot to think about when I m hitting Europe again. I m going to be different again. Hopefully I will find the strength to understand the changes I ve experienced and life the changes in the new life (re-) starting in Freiburg.

It was raining a lot since I ve got back from Panama. I would say that the hurricane is responsable for that but who knows and who cares? We can t change the wheater anyway.

What we can do is go somewhere where the wheather is better. Ive had two guests during the last week who shared my depression because of the rain so Friday morning we decided to get out of that. We took a bus to Puerto Viejo de Talamanca on the caribbean coat of Costa Rica because the “ticos” say that the wheater is always oposite in San Jose and in the caribbean. We figured out that they are right!

We had three days of perfect sunshine. We played a bunch of music (I ve played at the Jamsession in Et´s restaurant) and hung around on the beautifull beaches. When we hitchhiked back from Punta Uva with some guys from Heredia (close to San Jose) and we met them again at the Salsa Concert in the night. Since they were planing to get back home on Sunday as well they gave us a right straight back to San Jose which saved us 8 US $ (yes the prizes for the buses rise as well in Costa Rica).

Back in San Jose (and back in the rain) I ve stared to work on the Online Preparation of the General Assembly of BeVolunteer which will be held next Weekend.

I m trying to get some work done fpr University in order to not get to wasted with work in the end of the month.